Hey my one and only love baby... I love your NAILS baby ♥

I did enjoyed my day today baby and i was soo happy today baby after soo long we went to look our fav hobby baby... TOPMAN ALL THE WAY!!! YEAH!!!

Baby i wish you enjoyed your day BABY!!! I really had fun baby soo funny my baby last time you clumsy now my turn baby...

Soo Happy with you baby and baby i realised something baby its only easy to say that we have changed but hard to do it baby... Like just now i didn't want to shout but baby... i did baby:)

I Love you alot and alot baby... The reason why we shout and fght with each other because we love each other alot baby♥

Baby if anything must tell me baby because only i and your family can understand you the best baby not your friends baby Dont worry baby i will never shout at you for no reason baby...

See You tmw baby... Be Happy Always baby...

Sighs, another problem.
I created this again. I took it too seriously, thats why.
I didnt know that to you, its normal. I kick a big fuss about it.
You're always thinking friends are more important to me.
I really don wish you to lose contact with all your friends.
I am hard to please. i know.
Even me myself alone, don even understand myself sometimes, let alone you.
I need to apologise for being over possessive over you.
I shdnt have done that, but i did that without realising until you have told me.
Maybe I love you too much and so selfishly that only want to keep you to myself.
So sorry to do that, make over controlled you, making you so stressed up to the extend that you keep on repeating Fuck my life.
Reallly sorry, I know sorry no cure, but still have to feel bad.
I thought its okay to feel this way, but I'm wrong, fucking wrong.
I shdnt have over controlled you too much and shdnt ask so much from you.
Only when you feel like going out, then we go out okay.
I will wait for you to ask me out next time, or else, i won't mention of going out baby, don worry.
Things like changed in a way, somehow, is it? Or is it me that have changed ?
I didn't know I'm soo soo soo fucking shit girl baby.
I don't even think I deserve to be your girlfriend.
You are so so so much better and can a almost perfect girl that can treat you like a god in heaven, with your character, and perfect love, im sure what kind of girl you want, also have baby.
But i donknow why you want to stick with me, and this dumb girl over here is giving you the shittest life ever when you're always trying your best to give her the best life and she don seems to appreciate it.
She's like wasting your time,money and effort.
SO many people around is telling you that you deserve a so much better life.
and i always make you feel that you are forcing me to love you, make you feel that you're a shit, and make you feel so uneasy, and insecure in my love.
Love should be a very amazing thing, isn't it ?
What you don like me to do, please tell me. I'll stop baby.
For the sake of you, I'm willing to change.
Many couples seems to be happy all the way, but i am not giving you this kind of life.
I love to see smiles on your face, i love you, of course i wan you to be happy, always.
You're amazing. Throughout this relationship, most of the conflict, its all my fault.
You're always not in the fault. I think i too childish, thinking to much, immature.
Too possesive over things. I need a change. I think i wont go far if i really continue like this.
Really, have to thanks you for everything and anything.
Thanks for being there for me always, to guide me, love me.

I will tell you everything , HERE , now :
( but i always scared to say cus i think you will say me childish, petty, stupid to get angry over little things, but here now, im not angry)
But after saying, if you think im not suitable for you, please tell me baby ):

I don like it when you complain about something, then i willing to take , you don't allow.
(for eg: That time joanna programming book, you said very troublesome, i said i will take it, but you don't allow, then i want to take, i know you kind of irritated)
-Baby, god gave me a pair of hands too, to help you :)

I love you to be with me always, always beside me.
Whenever you not beside me, i felt really weird and uneasy.
I am very very used to you. You're like my soul, my shadow already.
I hope you can be with me always, and whenever and ever i need you, you will always be there.
Of course i know you can't , cus you have got your own things to do too :)
I think this is over possesive, donknw if its wrong? =x

Actually, secretly, I always compare myself to other girlfriends.
Cause i think I'm not good enough, other girls like treat their boyfriend forever so good, but i'm like treating you shit? Sometimes, when i think of it, i cried alot.
Thinking very low of myself, but how i wish you always know.
Very angry with myself, why i get angry so fast, making you irritated with me.
I should learn from them.
Me= really pile of shit, really.

Hate to hear hurting words from you, i know you don like it too.
Sorry, i said it more than you.

And you too, when you're angry you throw harsh words too.

Sorry if im too demanding in your love.

I love you, so i love who you are, and will love your everything.
I don't need you to change for me, i love every bits of you.

Please tell me if you wants to continue this relationship okay baby, i'll be waiting for your answer.
Give it a great thought, I'm not perfect, neither the best girl, but i will try my best.