Baby , i know you are still angry at me.
Im so so so sorry.
I know i have a very unreasonable attitude.
But in my heart I don wish all these to happen as well.
To tell you frankly, actually.. to have you in my life for these 6 months plus..
Its my most happiest moments with you.
You made my day most of the time and even tho we argued so many times, i made u angry&upset for million times, you nva blame me, didnt get angry with me for long, but yet... still love me more as the days goes by.
But i guess, this time... you're really very angry abt it, bcus i sent u so many msges, i dont think you even bother replying.
Yes, i know its totally my fault, those words that i used.
I spoilt ur day. Once again, its me. It'd never be you, cus you're mr nice guy, im not trying to be sacarstic, but you're really a very nice and good guy.
You're wonderful, you're one of the guy many girls would want to own one with your character and how you treat your girlfriend.
Im not blind, other people can see.yes. they can see.. BUT I CAN FEEL BABY.
I know how much you love and how much you wanted to give me the life you can have.
But baby, i wan2 tel you smth.. I nva listen and love you the way u want to be loved... doesnt mean i don love you wholeheartedly..
Nobody is perfect baby, everyone got flaws.
But, you're imperfectly perfect to me baby.
Thanks for the past 6 months plus. Im really hairpee&fortunate to have a guy like you in my whole 19 yrs of life.
Thanks for being there always, and its really sad that you don reply my msges.
Well, what can i say.. i deserve it..
But actually baby... i love to spend alot of times with you, but you're too busy with many things.. so i cannot be selfish and must be understanding.
One day without you.. i feel really different.
If you have tell me earlier with ur booking, i will definitely go with you baby.
I prefer spending times with you than my friends baby.
REALLY & SERIOUSLY .
Sorry that i haven change a bit, I shdnt have made my resolutions for 2010 if i canot fufil it.
Lastly and once again.. Im really sorry.
I shd keep you happy all times.. i guess.. i failed.